Friday, September 11, 2009

nasty poem..

it starts wit passionate kisses laid upon waitin lips


an trails of my tounge that follow my fingertips

makin my way to your perfect breasts

where i sample an taste nothin to waste

my fingers work their way down

to your stomach where i plant

my seeds of love deep wit in your soul

i begin to find places where no one has ever been

searchin deep inside of you wit a couriosity of a adventurer

searchin for a lost treasure

i want to know u

i love to feel your breath on my neck as i make u come time after time

the convulsions takin over you like a tsumani that swallow villages

now i follow the path of my fingers wit my tounge

cuz i'm still not done

i wanna taste u

i want to breathe in your essence

i have a thirst only your waters quench

i love to watch your eyes roll an your back arch

i won't stop till no more juss barely escapes past your lips

because your breathin so hard u can't even speak right

i want to send you in to an orgasm so deep you can't see anymore

i want to give u feelins that no one

before or after me

will ever be able to compare to

because by doin this i know

we will be connected always

through time an space

because not only am i makin love to your body

i'm impregnatin your soul

love/lust

we were....


as in love as two could be...

in love with the love we made...

your hands an my hands roamin thighs an hips

your lips an my lips kissin places never seen

wit such passion our souls melded into one

when we touched sparks flew

as hips swayed

as we explored

we dove deeper into this love

an deeper

an deeper still

we became engulfed wit each other

there was no begining to you

no endin of me

it was us

will always be us

because we are the epitome of...

lust...

she.

she is.


my release.



while i run my hands through her hair

an twist my fingers in her curls

she purrs.

when i softly kiss her neck,

you know that spot right there,

she moans in delight.

i watch her breasts rise an fall

wit her gentle breaths

her curls cascade down her back.

my eyes follow the curves of her body

an i imagine us.

together

makin the most passionate love

my imagination is so vivid wit these thoughts of her

so vivid

my words as eloquent as they may be

will never encompass this passion

this desire



she is beautiful.



she is mine

i know what i want..

i know what i want.




someone who will love me now at my worst an stay to see my best

who will help me to achieve my goals

who will lend their shoulder when i need to cry

an ear to listen when i need to vent

someone who will let me cater to them

but who will in turn cater to me

someone wit a beautiful smile

someone who can make me smile

let me love you an love me in return.

someone who will sit under the moon wit me

an count the stars

someone who can understand that maybe i'll snap from time to time

but i will admit when i'm wrong an apologize (an will accept it)

someone who will accept me an all my faults:



i am a nervous wreck.

i have slight ocd.

at times i can be overbearin

i can't always express myself

sometimes i can get on your last nerve

i can nag at times. i think i know alot an can be a smart ass

sometimes i don't think before i speak.

i swear i'm bi polar.

i'm sure there's more to be discovered.



but at the same time i have so many good qualities:



i'm lovin an carin affectionate.

i will give you my last if you need it.

because your happiness is more important than mine

i will fix you soup when you sick

tea ta warm your soul

cook you your fave meal after a bad day

bake you a cake for your birthday

i'll rub yo feet

i'll love you forever

i'll make it so you will never be sad again



all i want is someone to give me what i deserve.



i want a long lastin relationship honestly i'm so ready to settle down i'm done wit all the bullshit an lies. i want my fairytale love. my everlastin.

torn between the two..

so im lifted again
an thinkin of you again
of the times we share
the love we make.
an then i think of her
how she touches me
how she kisses me
you are my mental simulation
she my phyisical munipulation.
when she comes near i get so wet..
before she touches me i'm feelin her in me
i kiss her an forget myself
but you keep me interested mentally
every word you say penetrates me deeper than
she
ever will
you get me on a whole another level.
damm.
i love you but can't get her outta my head
or
do i love her an can't get you outta my head.

you..

i want to know you the real you..
not the facade that you put on for everyone else.
i want the you only your momma knows.
because she is the first woman you ever loved.
an i wanna be the only one outside of her that knows..
you are beautiful. i love you an i wanna fall in love wit you
fall in love so deep that i can't climb out..
so deep that i don't wanna climb out
i wanna be consumed..
i wanna be...
damm i jus wanna be yours.
forever an if i never
damm if i never see your face again i'd wanna be blind
if i never feel your kiss again take my lips
if i never get to feel your embrace again i'd wanna be paralyzed..
because if it ain't you...
i dont want it.
because if it ain't you..
i dont need it
because if it ain't you..
i don't crave it.