fuck.

"torn in between the two cuz i really wanna be wit you but something's tellin me i should leave you alone, leave you alone, leave you alone..."

i want to be wit you so bad.. but i know it's wrong
but the heart wants what it wants, right.
well my mind is tellin my heart to shut the fuck up.
"bitch, you always get us in trouble an i'm tired of the stress. i'm takin over this operation."
"but i love her."
"you don't know what love is nigga!"
this is the ever present argument that the two keep goin thru.
an i'm so tired.
my mind is sayin run my heart is scream stay.
an i'm standin in the middle wit nothin left to say.
i love bein in your arms.
i hate when you leave.
all i know is i'm my happiest wit you
an so sad without you.
when i lay in my bed i reminisce an smell your scent.
i feel you touch. i need your kiss.
these are the things i cravce, i miss.
*sigh* i don't know what to do anymore.