sooo it's my birthday right.. i had alll this shit planned that i wanted to do right..
okay so then someone PLEASE tell me why the FUCk i'm sittin on the fuckin couch typin a BLOG!
because everyone is selfish. i asked for one thing.. to spend time wit my fuckin friends..
noone wanted to wake up for church.
it took me all day to find someone to go out wit last night
i mean shit.. i don't ask anyone for anything.
even my parents ditched me for my birthday.
ppl are catchin attitudes when all i wanna do is have a good time.
but noooo i'm sittin here alone on the verge of fuckin tears because once again
everyone has put themselves before me.
i mean shit i do for everyone an i don't even have the means o do for my damm self
so i make a declaration from this day forward imma be jus as selfish as everyone around me is bein.
an when a muthafucka asks me WHY imma say:
"cuz you bitch ass wasn't there for me when i needed you but i was always there for you. but now them good ole days is gone because the one time i did ASK for you, yo ass was no where to be found. so kick rocks nigga i'm through."
i refuse to stress for ppl who don't give a fuck about me.
i'm really bout to take on this pirate persona.
nigga jus gone be grimy..
an ya'll did it ain't got no one to blame but ya damm self.
i am NOT the sweet nice randi everyone knew.
she's gone. now it's this hard ass that ain't gone let no one in because everyone i've EVER let in has been a
let DOWN.
I'm SO FUCKIN DONE!
so it's my birthday an out emerges a new WOMAN who takes NO SHIT. i'm good. i got my own shit to worry about can't be worried about yours.
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