been gay all my life.

smdh at these lame dudes. i know not all men are disrespectful an i know not all men get the fact that i'm a lesbian. i accepted it now it's your chance. i mean i played the "straight" role for only a few yrs ain't like it was all my life. so why are you surprised? i mean all throughout high school i was bi didn't even touch a dude till my senior yr. before that all i messed around wit was girls. my first orgasm was wit a chick. i mean the ONLY reason i even slept wit a dude is cuz all my friends where straight i was scared to jus be like i don't want him i want her. i feel like if i would have followed my heart an not the mainstream i would be at a much better place in my life. i mean my dad asked me once when i was a sophmore if i was gay. i laughed an told him no. that was the day after my first date wit a girl. i remember that ish like it was yesterday. i mean i've never really emotionally been attached to guys. lookin back i can say i was never really in love wit any of my boyfriends. like yea i loved them but shit i love everybody.. one dude i used to talk to i asked about his sister EVERYDAY like really. how could you not know.. well i mean HE knew haha. my first boyfriend told me when he found out i was gay "i knew that i was waitin on you to figure it out." like for REAL! haha
i mean i'm not sayin i don't apprieciate a compliment you know but do you HAVE to stare.. an i mean i KNOW you see us all hugged up on each other. no she is NOT my sister. she's my gal.. it's like damm can you show a lil respect. i know it's hard for a man to do you know to RESPECT a woman. 
an i love when they ask "why do you like women. what can she do that a man can't" answer ALOT! i have PASSION for women like i have PASSION for my art. i'm goin to treat her like a canvas because she is my masterpiece. 
everythin you love in a woman sir, i love also. her perfect breasts. her plump behind. her beautiful eyes an soft lips. i mean what is there NOT to love. 
so MEN please don't step to me talkin bout "o u jus ain't had no one lay the pipe right" blah blah blah. what my chick can do wit her tongue eff that her FINGERS gives me more pleasure than a man ever did. what can i say i've been gay all my life..
jus wish i woulda accepted the fact along time ago haha