love addiction/i hate you

I hate you.
But only because I love you so much that
I HAVE to hate you
Because you jus don’t comprehend how much I REALLY love you
I hate knowin all of these eloquent words
But the COMPLETE inability to convey them in a way
As BEAUTIFUL as it is reflectin in my mind.
You are my most deepest loving dream come true
Because I remain me while lovin you.
Even when I try my hardest not to love you,
The more it becomes apparent that I NEED to love you.
It’s okay I don’t mind.
With every breath I breathe you
Every cut I feel you
Every hit I crave you
Coursin through through my veins like the finest cocaine
You are my love addiction